Aug 8, 2011
I have struggled with my imperfections. I have spent too much time wishing I could be or look more like someone else. I have been good at hiding it, but in my times alone tears have come too frequently. My insecurity formulates negative opinions not only about myself, but others.
The time has come for me to celebrate who "I" am. I am a loud bundle of energy with a big heart. You can expect noise and spontaneity My connection to others should be based on my own authenticity. I should not conform to another's standard merely for acceptance. You would think at my age I would have learned that lesson, but it seems I am still in the classroom.
As this year has been one of endings I seek to walk into new beginnings. The dynamic of my roots in past pain has to change. I am working on me this time.